Very intimate diaries

Antidepressants have taught me how my brain works.

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Get out of self-sabotage.

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To believe that I am on the road to recovery, I need to feel and see real change.

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Looking for therapeutic triggers that’ll bring the changes I wish for.

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Six, seven months after Mom died, the image of the tyrannical tigress is gone, replaced by that of a sweet woman. (The image I had of her in her youth, and I've always kept, was replaced by the image of an aging woman of its last days.) 

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I have a lot of incredible feelings of revenge, anger and frustration in me. A rather explosive combination. 

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I want to get back to the "world before." 

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I have my legs, my arms, but sometimes not all my head ...