When I go through hard
times, I noticed that I put
everything in my personality in question. It's pretty exhausting...
(....)
Sometimes, quite naturally,
my devotion gradually turns me into a victim and
strangely I do nothing to get out of it
as if I liked it...
(....)
I remembered a friend telling me, a very long time ago, that people
don’t want to fall in love but rather find "doctors"
to heal their souls.
Now, I believe him.
(....)
The tremendous talent
I got, at very large capacity,
with every opportunity I get, any time,
for all sorts of activities, actions
and gestures from me, tirelessly and with maniacal surgical precision is... to judge me, re-judge me, re-re-judge me until dead do us part.
Amen!
