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Emend my habit, when I'm trying to guess what the other one feels… while he speaks!

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When I have a shock, I always want to return to the state where I was feeling good.

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My defects:
1) Anxious 2) Timid 3) Lazy 4) Fearful 5) Stubborn 6) Chaotic 7) Pouty

8) Perfectionist 9) Obsessive 10) Untamed 11) Shy

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A son asks her mother: What’s death?
The mother answers: It’s like going to sleep and never waking up.
The boy reply: I shall never die; you wake me up every morning at 7!

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I was born fists closed, and I will die hands open...

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I have more pain not doing things because, besides the regrets, I add the disappointment. And my energy and my motivation decrease and decrease because of this non-action.

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My children within me are still alive, but frightened and hidden in a cave in the depths of the world in total darkness. They are starved and became hysteric they are afraid and they've been waiting for me they've been waiting for me for so long.

They've never stopped believing that I would come looking for them one day...

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Every attempt becomes a practice, a rehearsal for the one who will become a reality.

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When I act, I feel at peace.

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My values/qualities:
1) Open-mindedness 2) Respect 3) Altruism 4) Empathy
5) Intelligence 6) Generosity 7) Frankness 8) Loyalty 9) Honesty 10) Integrity

11) Forgiveness 12) Diversity 

(Yeah, yeah...)

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"When we die, is it for life?"

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My eulogy, short & sweet: we loved him!

   

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One of the most fascinating things in life, for me, is observing others.

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What's the strangest about this "re-conquest," it's that I change while being the same.

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At first, the person whom I made responsible for my blocking was my father. 

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Younger, I dreamed to be a professor or an archaeologist, and somebody important.

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I think that my creativity is the source of my soul.

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When I was a child, my father thought that my art, my creativity were useless. It triggered in me a feeling of anger. 

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I remember when he said to me, towards the end of my adolescence, that I would never be able to make a living as a artist. I felt very sad and angry. I have never forgotten this moment. (Ironically, this recollection is more and more vague today...)

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When I was a child, my mother taught me that dreams were impracticable. I remember that she always told me to snap out of it for my own good.