This n' that 5
When
I took the train to leave my little town for my studies, I was torn apart between
this new freedom to discover the world and the well-being and love I felt in my
home town with my family and friends. A huge sadness occurred and I had an
intense feeling of uprooting, which continues even today.
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When
my father died, I felt a tremendous relief.
Then,
the regrets and the guilt fell on me like a ton of bricks.
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On
my gravestone: he was loved…
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I
am amazed how easy it is for me to guess, to feel others.
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I’m constantly in need to prove that I have
the right to say, to think, to write.
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“Don’t forget that the others also live a
fight; they’re warriors who look for resting.”
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My concentration: I’m here, I’m not here, I’m
here, I’m not here, etc.
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Don’t be afraid anymore to say:
"I want to finish what I was saying..."
"Give me still a minute or two…"
"Just wait a little until I finish…"
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A staircase is built from the bottom up, but it’s swept from top to bottom.